AveryLou! (:

So, It’s been 42 days since I’ve seen you, and I’m dying without you. But, at least I know that what was between us the last time we were together was amazing.

I have 19 more days til I get to see you again. And I’m praying to God that you are gonna be there. And by the time I see you again, It will have been 61 days, without you. This is killing me.

Just know that, I miss you with everything I have, and that I love you with all of my heart.

(via blogsecret)

same here.

I’m sitting here.

Thinking, about you.

I’m thinking about you because of this song I’m listening to.

I miss you.

I love you.

I miss the way you kissed me, the way you held me so close to you, the way you looked in my eyes, how you knew everything about me, they way you held my hand, i miss everything about you.

You were my everything at the time, and honestly, I think you still are, but that I just can’t realize that you’re really not.

I don’t want you back because I know it would turn out just like it did the first 3 times.

Me and you are just not gonna ever be together. And that breaks my heart. But I’m gonna deal with that. Because I have to, to be able to make it through my days.

Okay, why am I lying?! You always ask me if I’m over you and I simply reply “yes”.

When I know that I’m NEVER gonna be over you but that’s just that and it’s not gonna change. I’m sorry. But it’s not.

I really wish you wouldn’t have treated me the way you did and I really wish I wouldn’t have let you treat me that way for so long and so many times. And so this is really both of our faults.

We’re just doing it to ourselves.

We both want to be with each other.

But we know that we can’t be because of the way you treat me and the way I let you treat me.

So, I’m not blaming everything on you, but I am saying that if you would have treated me right the first time, we would still be together and we’d probably have stayed together. But I’m NEVER going to be with you again. So, I NEED to get over you, but I can’t. And I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to do it. Because all you ever did was treat me bad and I put up with it, so really I should hate you, but I don’t. And I don’t know why I don’t.

But anyways. I love you with all my heart and I think you feel the same way about me.

Somedays, I wish I would have never met you because if I wouldn’t have, I wouldn’t be sitting here now, feeling this way. But I did meet you.. And then other days I give thanks to God for meeting you.

Goodnight now!

I love you! <3

forever&always in my heart.

even though we’ll forever be broken.

iloveyou.

or do i?!

I get to see him tomorrow. It will be so great, but for all I know I could come home and cry my eyes out because of something he did or said. He always does that to me, I wish he didn’t but he does. He’s done it more than once, and I know he’s going to keep doing it. And it’s my fault because I tell him it doesn’t bother me, but honestly it hurts, bad! But I’m not gonna tell him that. I wish I would, I just can’t though. :/ and it’s been going on for about one year now.

So, I guess we just gotta see how everythings goes…

<3 iloveyou&youshouldknowthat,youjustwon’tbelieveit.

To you, from me!

[baby,we’ll be together one day. i promise]

[and i don’t care what anyone says]

[and please just believe me for once]

[please]

<3

I would just love to be alone, and for once be happy, but sometimes dreams don’t come true, and that’s the sad part.

but..

dream anyway.

I love you with all my heart.

I miss you more than ever.

I want you back.

I wish i knew that you’d be mine forever.

I wonder why i fear losing you, when i know you’re not going anywhere. or maybe you are.

I don’t know why i’m still holding onto you after all this time.

I’ve tried more than once to get over you, but it’s just not gonna happen.

I dream about spending my life with you.

I wish i knew that we were gonna grow old together.

I just want you to love me like i love you.

I know that something is keeping me attached to you for a good reason.

I would love to know what that reason was.

I am never gonna give up.

I will fight for you til the day that i die.

And I think you should know that, you will [always] have a piece of my heart! <3

[Baby], [Iloveyou][morethanwordscansay]

To:You.From:Me.